sometimes I do what I got to do.

sometimes I do what I want to do.
sometimes when I got to do what I want to do – it’s the same damn thing.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

I miss her.

We were supposed to be friends forever.
We were supposed to take over the world together.

Lately I have been finding myself thinking about her more and more and all I want to do is pick up the phone and call her - BUT I erased her number.
I had to. (I was always the weak one in the relationship)
It is almost as if she was bitten by a snake and I just could NOT let that poison seep anywhere near me. I couldn't leave things to chance - so close to my wedding so I had to tell her good-bye.
I just pray that one day she is able to understand why I said what I said and why I had to do what I did.
It was all out of love.
I think about her all too often and I even keep my thoughts in a small clay pot that she bought me.
I think I love her more now than I ever did - I guess I am secretly hoping that this 'extra' love will create vibrations that will reach her from a distance.
When the time is right, God will allow us to cross paths again..
AND if not - I will continue to wish her nothing but strength, happiness and clarity moving forward.

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